Only pain makes me feel alive

My thoughts are loud, I can’t take it any longer. I’m letting it run wild. I just want somebody to make it stop, please make it stop, it’s killing me.

I was so in love. I believed we’ll last forever, we can pull it through. I thought you were different and we can show the world what we’re made of and you prove me wrong.

Once again, I made a mistake. This time round, it’s different. I don’t feel anything. But I thought of me, what I am now, what I do now. You made me this way. You tore my heart apart and stepped on my dreams. I should have seen this coming, you never were the faithful one.

I want to be able to cry. Curl up into a ball, under my sheets, just me and my pillow and cry till I can’t cry no more. But it seems like when you left, you brought my emotions away as well. What you left me was an empty shell.

It may seem ironic, but I believe love will come along. I believe if I turn at the right corner we’ll meet. No matter what I’ll still believe.

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